HES BACKK!!

grrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

fuggin happy uh.

he topup once he got my msg taw!

daddy, mummy miss u much.really do lorh.

hahaahhaahhh!

daddy kat kl naughty eyy?

drinkdrinkdrink!

ephh.

he calls me B once again that cheer me up:)

u make yday dearest!

hes my lovable friend.

my mr MASAMBOY!

:)

long long ago.....

<3>

walkin away.

its been soo long!
since i last saw you.
i miss your MOST irritating voice.
i miss your hugs.
and .....................................................

i guess u are not back yet.
or u haf choose to walk away.
i dont know.

the promises u make that we will always be contactable.
i guess that promise had been broken by you.

our 1stmonth friendship anni is just around the corner.
i guess u didnt take not of it.
but i will always do.
as u were once my birthday present :)

loves.

masam's cousin:)

hahhahahahahha.
kecohh.
chatted with herr onn frensta. [munkyMICKS dearest!]
hahahaha.
she hutang me one mcspicy.
i hutang her one burger ramly.
hahahahahahaha
alamakkk.
will update again laytaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa:)
ngantok uhhhh.
hahahaha")

loves.

to that someone:)

"Insomnia"

I never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love

But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush

Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up

When you walked out, said that you'd had enough-nough-nough-nough

Been a fool, girl I knowDidn't expect this is how things would go

Maybe in time, you'll change your mind

Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me

No i can't live without you no moreOh i stay up til you're next to me

Til this house feels like it did before

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Remember telling my boys that I'd never fall in love, love, love, love

You used to think I'd never find a girl I could trust, trust, trust, trust

And then you walked into my life and it was all about us, us, us, us

But now I'm sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up, up, up, up

Been a fool (fool), girl I know (know)Didn't expect this is how things would go

Maybe in time (time), you'll change your mind (mind)

Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me

No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)

Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)

Til this house feels like it did before (Because it)

Feels like insomnia ah ah,

Feels like insomnia ah ahFeels like insomnia ah ah (Ah),

Feels like insomnia ah ahAh,

i just can't go to sleepCause it feels like I've fallen for you

It's getting way too deep

And i know that it's love becauseI can't sleep til you're next to me

No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)

Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)

Til this house feels like it did before

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

not tha same.

haiyaaaaaaaaaa!

i really miss masam!

hahahahahaha!

i mean he irritates me no more.

hahahahhahaha!

ehmm. my ex kena confinement for a week. aiyaa. ksiann hym much. but thers nothing much i can do to help. im sorry.

but i too haf my burdens.

i guess im living in deny.

i dont know what i want now in life.

im like soooo LOST in my own fantasy world.

cant i live a life like anyone else.?

things look easy but they are not if we were to look on the realistic side.

everything that im going thru right now seems so real but somehow it seems so fake.

wtf!

cant i write my own story board out?

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

now im starting to hate school. but i dont know why.

trying sooo much to love it.

school rules and all shits are getting on my nerves!

dammit!

what a fuggin life im leadin right now.

i use to haf someone, whom i can confide to.

but now hes gone.

how i really wish he was there again.

he was the one who woke me up from all my wrongdoings.

he knocked sense into me.

but where is he went i needed hym the most?

hes far away.

all your msges when u first said all the things that really made my day is kept safely inside my phone.

the song: insomnia

the first verse of the lyrics i guess make sense!

"never thought i'll fall in love, love, love

but it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush......................."

i guess good things dont last.

every that happen, happen for its own reason.

loves:)

got em:)

<--------i like thes green hoodyy!! darnn!!

<-------- i know he looks tall in thes pcture ONLY!

<-------- nabilah and apicc "LOLOK"!!

yeahhyeahhh!

i got the picturess!! hahahahah! tapy skit seyy!! hahahaah!

takpelaaaaaaa. im onlinee! but im stl soo bored!!

arggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhh!

loves:)

IMYLOTSS! :)

LOL!

i really got nothing to do!

arghhhh!!

i cant do my homework.

takde mood!! darn:)

look at me-------------------->

UGLY! i tauuu:)

yeahhyeahhh.baby!

woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!

yeahhyeahhhh!! i got it!

hahahahahahahahahha!!

im born a GENIUS!

hahahaha!

okayy peoplee!

nabilahh da pandai:)

hahaha!

and im soo penat.

malas uhh nak g sch besok.

can i PONTENG?

loves:)

reviving everything!!

hahahahahahahah!

what a day:)

ehmm. been reviving all the things in life.

somehow i got to do so!

hahahahaha!

starting a new i guess.

ehmm. but fuugging shit. i cant put that fff-ing song onto my blogg!!

WHYYYY!!!

godd dammit!

my friendster!

my blog!

my msn!

hhahahahahh!!

loves:)

PATHETIC DAY!

hahahahahahha:)

as AIDIL "LOLOK" said earlier onn, today is a PATHETIC day. cant deny that actually ,very well it is! haha. went out to visit my graddys. its been a while. then head to town with roi, apic, haziq and aidil. play pool. jalann jalann. clock ticking away, head back to pondok. lapak with roi.
then clock struck 1opm. bid goodbye to roi.went stright back home with aidil, hes brother and haziq.

as a matter of fact, i miss my MR MASAM BOY muchh. its ben a day. try to contact but to no avail. wonder what is he doing right now? is he in kuala lumpur already? ehmm, hope you are safe and sound dearest:)

earlier onn,aidil told me that my ex text hes ex yesterday night, ehm i thought he was in johorby then. ehm i dont tinc i should be poking my nose in someone elses life. i dont have the right to do so anyway. why should i ryte? its hes choice. if he tincs he wants to play me out and play these pathetic lil game. be my guest. im gna play onn.

arghhhh!! im likeee feeling soooooooo DUMB! i dont know what i want in lyfe now. im soo unsure of myself. i guess i wanna rest for a while and let me enjoy the SINGLEHOOD breeze. hahaha!

loves:)

TIRED!

arghhhhhhh...
darn. im soo fff-ing tired! dammmit. all that clubbin is getting of my back dy. march hols was kinda pathetic to me. it doesnt seem like a holiday at all. 2 more days till school starts. and my homework are pilling up. ive not been doing it! dam.!

OMG! tday is the 21st march! hes goin off to kl. do take care aitt. behave yourself like you always do. miss yaw alot actually. its been so long since we chatted on the phone. the irritating voice of yours will always be remembered :)

arghhhhhhhh!!
actually i just woke up. hahaha. just to get started with my assignment. hahahaha. the maths paper are calling my name! and IM NOT GOING OUT TODAY! (moms gna be so pleased)

loves:)

to whom it may concern

dearest,
i guess thes should be posted long tym ago. but i havent got the courage to do so.
ive been keeping thes too long. and i just got to let it out my chest. haiyaa. life is so unpredictable. in a blink of an eye, i realised i was on the verge of falling in love but somehw there is something helding me back.mayb u are to good for me. but you never admit to it.

u walk into my life on the 28 of febrary 2009, my birthday! as iour friendship grows, i never get bored talking to you every single day for the past weeks. i wonder if you too feel the same? having you there accompanying me thru the days was a pleasure. i really appreciate it much.

the bond betweeen us were really cute. it started out with mummy and daddy! its just soo kecoh! haha. but something that made me weak on my knees was when u uttered the word "ily". it felt so real.

we agreed to take things slow and just continue on with our kecoh friendship. and u said we were DATING. it went o for a week or two. but something happen and suddenly i feel that there is a gap between us. im no longer comfortable since then. it were on the night dated 14 of march when everthing took a change.

ehmmmmm. i guess i cant go onn anymore let me just keep it short that imissyaaaaaaa!

its different now.

dearest,
perhaps u haf got to face it that things have changed. its no longer the same. as i said, im not gna leave u to fend for yourself. im gna be there as a bestfriend, close friend , friend. but at the moment not as a girlfriend. im just not that ready to make my decisions yet. i dont wna rush things out. let just take it slow. slow and steady. all these can wait. the real reason behind this waitis just as simple as, i dont wna live in deny. and dont wna give you false hope. the love is still there for sure. its not gna fade that easy. after all we haf gne thru. lets just go with the flow and treasur ethe moments we have together right noww :)