long long ago.....

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walkin away.

its been soo long!
since i last saw you.
i miss your MOST irritating voice.
i miss your hugs.
and .....................................................

i guess u are not back yet.
or u haf choose to walk away.
i dont know.

the promises u make that we will always be contactable.
i guess that promise had been broken by you.

our 1stmonth friendship anni is just around the corner.
i guess u didnt take not of it.
but i will always do.
as u were once my birthday present :)

loves.

masam's cousin:)

hahhahahahahha.
kecohh.
chatted with herr onn frensta. [munkyMICKS dearest!]
hahahaha.
she hutang me one mcspicy.
i hutang her one burger ramly.
hahahahahahaha
alamakkk.
will update again laytaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa:)
ngantok uhhhh.
hahahaha")

loves.

to that someone:)

"Insomnia"

I never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love

But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush

Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up

When you walked out, said that you'd had enough-nough-nough-nough

Been a fool, girl I knowDidn't expect this is how things would go

Maybe in time, you'll change your mind

Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me

No i can't live without you no moreOh i stay up til you're next to me

Til this house feels like it did before

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Remember telling my boys that I'd never fall in love, love, love, love

You used to think I'd never find a girl I could trust, trust, trust, trust

And then you walked into my life and it was all about us, us, us, us

But now I'm sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up, up, up, up

Been a fool (fool), girl I know (know)Didn't expect this is how things would go

Maybe in time (time), you'll change your mind (mind)

Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me

No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)

Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)

Til this house feels like it did before (Because it)

Feels like insomnia ah ah,

Feels like insomnia ah ahFeels like insomnia ah ah (Ah),

Feels like insomnia ah ahAh,

i just can't go to sleepCause it feels like I've fallen for you

It's getting way too deep

And i know that it's love becauseI can't sleep til you're next to me

No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)

Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)

Til this house feels like it did before

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

not tha same.

haiyaaaaaaaaaa!

i really miss masam!

hahahahahaha!

i mean he irritates me no more.

hahahahhahaha!

ehmm. my ex kena confinement for a week. aiyaa. ksiann hym much. but thers nothing much i can do to help. im sorry.

but i too haf my burdens.

i guess im living in deny.

i dont know what i want now in life.

im like soooo LOST in my own fantasy world.

cant i live a life like anyone else.?

things look easy but they are not if we were to look on the realistic side.

everything that im going thru right now seems so real but somehow it seems so fake.

wtf!

cant i write my own story board out?

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

now im starting to hate school. but i dont know why.

trying sooo much to love it.

school rules and all shits are getting on my nerves!

dammit!

what a fuggin life im leadin right now.

i use to haf someone, whom i can confide to.

but now hes gone.

how i really wish he was there again.

he was the one who woke me up from all my wrongdoings.

he knocked sense into me.

but where is he went i needed hym the most?

hes far away.

all your msges when u first said all the things that really made my day is kept safely inside my phone.

the song: insomnia

the first verse of the lyrics i guess make sense!

"never thought i'll fall in love, love, love

but it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush......................."

i guess good things dont last.

every that happen, happen for its own reason.

loves:)