Friday, March 20, 2009

TIRED!

arghhhhhhh...
darn. im soo fff-ing tired! dammmit. all that clubbin is getting of my back dy. march hols was kinda pathetic to me. it doesnt seem like a holiday at all. 2 more days till school starts. and my homework are pilling up. ive not been doing it! dam.!

OMG! tday is the 21st march! hes goin off to kl. do take care aitt. behave yourself like you always do. miss yaw alot actually. its been so long since we chatted on the phone. the irritating voice of yours will always be remembered :)

arghhhhhhhh!!
actually i just woke up. hahaha. just to get started with my assignment. hahahaha. the maths paper are calling my name! and IM NOT GOING OUT TODAY! (moms gna be so pleased)

loves:)

to whom it may concern

dearest,
i guess thes should be posted long tym ago. but i havent got the courage to do so.
ive been keeping thes too long. and i just got to let it out my chest. haiyaa. life is so unpredictable. in a blink of an eye, i realised i was on the verge of falling in love but somehw there is something helding me back.mayb u are to good for me. but you never admit to it.

u walk into my life on the 28 of febrary 2009, my birthday! as iour friendship grows, i never get bored talking to you every single day for the past weeks. i wonder if you too feel the same? having you there accompanying me thru the days was a pleasure. i really appreciate it much.

the bond betweeen us were really cute. it started out with mummy and daddy! its just soo kecoh! haha. but something that made me weak on my knees was when u uttered the word "ily". it felt so real.

we agreed to take things slow and just continue on with our kecoh friendship. and u said we were DATING. it went o for a week or two. but something happen and suddenly i feel that there is a gap between us. im no longer comfortable since then. it were on the night dated 14 of march when everthing took a change.

ehmmmmm. i guess i cant go onn anymore let me just keep it short that imissyaaaaaaa!

its different now.

dearest,
perhaps u haf got to face it that things have changed. its no longer the same. as i said, im not gna leave u to fend for yourself. im gna be there as a bestfriend, close friend , friend. but at the moment not as a girlfriend. im just not that ready to make my decisions yet. i dont wna rush things out. let just take it slow. slow and steady. all these can wait. the real reason behind this waitis just as simple as, i dont wna live in deny. and dont wna give you false hope. the love is still there for sure. its not gna fade that easy. after all we haf gne thru. lets just go with the flow and treasur ethe moments we have together right noww :)