thank you!

the people that make my life better as days goes by(:

these two people were there for me when i was in my most fucking state of mind.

they were there!

no other .

they didn't gave me sympathy but thoughts that really makes me come to my senses.

i guess if not for them i will not be as happy as i am now.

if not for them i wouldn't be able to make my decision.

if not for them i wouldn't know what i should do!

thanks APIC and AIDIL!

i love you both buddy!

and there were also bear and haziq who atleast make an effort to ask.

i love u guys too.

(: nabilah.

that person is away!

baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

he must be in camp!

hate it.hate it.hate it.but wht to do? i cn do nothing 

but wait till he book out thes friday.

hopefully 'ROTA 4' will be on their best behaviour(:

please do people my dearest babyboo is in ur platoon!

hahahahha.

i sent hym off tdy.opsy i mean yesterday. on sunday,

off to boon lay, back to the basic!

bunk night for 5 days.

its so easy to say goodbye.

but when we hug, its so difficult to let go of my small little one!

people! you may stare at us because we are just to special!

hes the tall one in my eyes!

who cares!

bby, im gna stick it so tightly with super glue when u asked  to permanently remember that 'im our real baby'!

i will no worries!

and im missing you already boo!

wait till u get back and read thes!

4 more days dearest! bear with it(:

i like my baby boo!

i miss my baby boo and 

hes the tall one in my eyes!

loveNABILAH(:

the phrase 'i like you'

when your nerves says that you are liking that someone. dont! dont ever ever spout the words or confess or maybe simply hint them you like them. keep mum! girls to are ego(:

wait for them to actually be the first one to confess it to you. but  in a different situation whereby that someone who is daring enough to confess up to your ex face! right infront  of you! thats totally awesome.

thats when you will give the shocking 'wtf' face while deep inside your two hands are applauding so fast yet quite. awwwwwh.

you feel like 'omg! i rule the world'. after thes then u can take the effort to hint steps by steps.

not to big but cute lil tiny baby steps. (just that cute lil adorable person i like!)thats all needed to hint to that someone 'i like you!' 

this is what happen to me, but i confess back right up to hes face! to tell hym the whole truth! so, somehow kite suka sama suka laaaaaaaaaaa.

(:

its over now, im sorry

living in my shoes is tough.
i guess i owe that someone an apology.

im so sorry, you have to let me go and learn to move on.
its fate that we aren't meant for each other for long.

good things dont last.

u have got to learn from ur past realtionship.
to develop a better one in future.
im always gna be there for you but as a friend or a best friend
thats if you wnt to!

i guess i did the right by putting a stop to this.
although i may seem cruel in a way.
but we cant keep living a lie.

it wont do any good for the both of us.
and your parents too.
i has been months.
i cant continue this fake rlationship anymore to them.
i wouldn't want to fool them.
you have to stop lying to ur parents.
sooner or later u will have to tell them somehow.

u cnt live in deny all your live.
trust me. im not the only girl for you.
thes alot more other girls out there better off than me.
they are gna appreciate and love you more than i used to.
i guess i have to bid goodbye to our love story that ended long ago.
15 november 2008
the date no longer have a meaning but just memories that last.

with love,
nabilah