okay.
its been days i didnt update my profile lo.
okay life have been sulking for the last 2 days or 3. i dont want to remember pun. have been on the rocky rocks with boyfriend. baaaaaaaaaaaaaah. we were on the verge of being apart taw.
sialan betol.
but i guess we manage to talk things out. soo lucky. i wouldnt wantt o end our realtionship just because of a simple pathtic talked we had a day before the quarrel. its better to quarrel now then later and then regretting it.
but seriously, i dont twant tolose hym. no intention at all. i guess i said all the things he didnt want to hear because its killing me. thats the only thing that will shut the both of us up.
i updated my NEW diary till 12 pages full. like so gelojo kan! hahaha. tak pe laaaaaaa.
things been better. and
i love hym.
the only things that matter now.
okay people!!
baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
i lapar dy.
bf, dont leave me! dont go back on your words and so do i (:
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Thursday, May 14, 2009
killing me!
boyfriend will be booking out tomorrow!
fugg!
fugg!
fugg!
seriously fugging fugging self!
argh!
what am i suppose to do.
i want to meet hym tomorrow!
im missing hym like mad laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
im not apoloogising.
i dont know where i did wrong.
haiya. nabilah is being ego!
i just thought of giving hym the diary that i have been updating every single day.
but then in this condition, i dont tinc so la.
impossible. the diary that i want to read.
there he can find hes 10 reasons why i love hym soooo.
whats best for you, will be the best for myself.
leaving it all up to fate.
i can no longer take any more failing relationship.
i really want this one to work out.
but a month and its already on the rocks.
ps: boyfriend,
please tell me whats wrong?
no point of you keeping things to yourself.
you promise me that yo wont do thes anymore but you did.
im utterly disappointed and hurt.
yours truly,
girlfriend:nabilah!
fugg!
fugg!
fugg!
seriously fugging fugging self!
argh!
what am i suppose to do.
i want to meet hym tomorrow!
im missing hym like mad laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
im not apoloogising.
i dont know where i did wrong.
haiya. nabilah is being ego!
i just thought of giving hym the diary that i have been updating every single day.
but then in this condition, i dont tinc so la.
impossible. the diary that i want to read.
there he can find hes 10 reasons why i love hym soooo.
whats best for you, will be the best for myself.
leaving it all up to fate.
i can no longer take any more failing relationship.
i really want this one to work out.
but a month and its already on the rocks.
ps: boyfriend,
please tell me whats wrong?
no point of you keeping things to yourself.
you promise me that yo wont do thes anymore but you did.
im utterly disappointed and hurt.
yours truly,
girlfriend:nabilah!
i got hung up. got hung up again.
today couldn't get any worser than these.
seriously,afternoon, had a tiff with boyfriend earlier onn. okay. im getting over it.
i just dont want to quarrel. but everything doesn't seems to be going right.
if i were to say its me. i didnt have a bad mood or what fcuk.
im okay from starting of sch till now. now then im having the fcuked up mood.
boyfriend hasn't been himself though. he hung up on me for the second tym today.
omg. is he changing. seriously?
im quetioning myself though. did i make a wrong move again. baaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
i thought it through. maybe this is just parts and parcels of being in a relationship.
i knal my boyfriend. he wouldn't do that to me. but then whats wrong with hym today then?
he like dont care about me, then he like malas nak layan me. i dont know la. macam terpakse gytu. darn it uh.
fucking fuck up sia.
i just hate these period. does he know i really really miss hym like mad. we didnt contact each other for the whole of yestersday due to my phone. and now this attitude.
Faridz kurniawan, do you really miss me and love me like what you always says?
im not having doubts on you at all. its just that eversisnce yesterday. you have been acting weird. and just using that alasan, "my friend wants to use the phone" yaa. i understand but hunging up on me the second tym?
thanks though! seriously! u really never spare a thought for my feelings huh?
you said sorry earlier, isit for the sake of saying?
love cant be justified by what comes of our mouth, what matters is deep inside!
iloveyou.
isayangyou.
icintayou.
imissyou.
irynduyou.
iadoreyou.
ilikeyou.
isukeyou.
will always do, farid kurniawan(:
seriously,afternoon, had a tiff with boyfriend earlier onn. okay. im getting over it.
i just dont want to quarrel. but everything doesn't seems to be going right.
if i were to say its me. i didnt have a bad mood or what fcuk.
im okay from starting of sch till now. now then im having the fcuked up mood.
boyfriend hasn't been himself though. he hung up on me for the second tym today.
omg. is he changing. seriously?
im quetioning myself though. did i make a wrong move again. baaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
i thought it through. maybe this is just parts and parcels of being in a relationship.
i knal my boyfriend. he wouldn't do that to me. but then whats wrong with hym today then?
he like dont care about me, then he like malas nak layan me. i dont know la. macam terpakse gytu. darn it uh.
fucking fuck up sia.
i just hate these period. does he know i really really miss hym like mad. we didnt contact each other for the whole of yestersday due to my phone. and now this attitude.
Faridz kurniawan, do you really miss me and love me like what you always says?
im not having doubts on you at all. its just that eversisnce yesterday. you have been acting weird. and just using that alasan, "my friend wants to use the phone" yaa. i understand but hunging up on me the second tym?
thanks though! seriously! u really never spare a thought for my feelings huh?
you said sorry earlier, isit for the sake of saying?
love cant be justified by what comes of our mouth, what matters is deep inside!
iloveyou.
isayangyou.
icintayou.
imissyou.
irynduyou.
iadoreyou.
ilikeyou.
isukeyou.
will always do, farid kurniawan(:
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
my mobile phone!
my phone is missing.
i mean LOST!
fugg it!
cb!
argh!
no point getting mad.
its not coming back anyway.
ehm, yesterday didnt update. so im updating now. i was rotting at home. my maths paper sucks uh. cb. set the paper soo hard for what. its not the big exam! soo end up i slept halfway thru lo.
i went to smoke smoke after sch. then head straight home.
afternoon came soo fast. i was online then msn-ing with hazli.
he met me up to gave me my stuff. hes going away for 6 months in 2 days tym. (you better take good care of yourself) i broke down after reading the letter he wrote me. i was seriously feeling down. imagine walking alone, reading a letter and tears just rolled down my cheeks automatically. im sorry but like i said good things dont last and maybe you deserve a much better girl than me. im just not good enough. and not worth of your love.
went home straight. as usual watch my chinese drama. then bf text. haha. i didnt text hym like the whole day. omg! sorry baby. i was really fugg up. alsot of things happen. at last i told you about it on the phone. baby are getting all gear up to book out. hes like have thousands of plans on hes head. and bf will be buying me t-shirt!
i cant wear sleeveless anymore,low cut top and whatever that is revealing.
"try uh" thats what boyfriend will say.
hahahahahhahaha. how cute kan? and he seriously is buying me cover up tops.
he just dont want anyone to take a peep at me. haha. i've got no big big bossoms or pantat to look at actually! hahaha.
but i feel so loved when he care soo much. awwwh. one of the reason i love you.
sayang jujut!
(:
i mean LOST!
fugg it!
cb!
argh!
no point getting mad.
its not coming back anyway.
ehm, yesterday didnt update. so im updating now. i was rotting at home. my maths paper sucks uh. cb. set the paper soo hard for what. its not the big exam! soo end up i slept halfway thru lo.
i went to smoke smoke after sch. then head straight home.
afternoon came soo fast. i was online then msn-ing with hazli.
he met me up to gave me my stuff. hes going away for 6 months in 2 days tym. (you better take good care of yourself) i broke down after reading the letter he wrote me. i was seriously feeling down. imagine walking alone, reading a letter and tears just rolled down my cheeks automatically. im sorry but like i said good things dont last and maybe you deserve a much better girl than me. im just not good enough. and not worth of your love.
went home straight. as usual watch my chinese drama. then bf text. haha. i didnt text hym like the whole day. omg! sorry baby. i was really fugg up. alsot of things happen. at last i told you about it on the phone. baby are getting all gear up to book out. hes like have thousands of plans on hes head. and bf will be buying me t-shirt!
i cant wear sleeveless anymore,low cut top and whatever that is revealing.
"try uh" thats what boyfriend will say.
hahahahahhahaha. how cute kan? and he seriously is buying me cover up tops.
he just dont want anyone to take a peep at me. haha. i've got no big big bossoms or pantat to look at actually! hahaha.
but i feel so loved when he care soo much. awwwh. one of the reason i love you.
sayang jujut!
(:
Monday, May 11, 2009
BF in camp.
as usual.
to hes place. teman hym at home for a while.
seen hym off. then head back home.
thats my routine. and its not the usual mundane routine alright.
baby is sooo eager to book out this friday.
lots of plans on hes head.
and i dont know if im fetching hym on friday.
he got picnic.
baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
but our plans on saturday is gna be soo soo alot.
baby wants to shop.
do these and that.
yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
and our the other plan. we find it a waste of money actually!
haha. soo we are agreeable if we abort the plan(:
maybe cinema on saturday.
idk.
wait till bby is back.
now, life been great esp with my bf by my side.
things are going quite well.
except for some others,
sorry people but im already someones.
maybe the greeting gotta go.
its for the sake for my relationship.
maybe we used to contact last tym.
and if i made you fall for me,
im sorry.
to anonymous one,
you shouldnt haf said that to my bf
"nabilah pass aku uh".
u take me s a what??
jahat jahat jahat!
to anonymous two,
we may be close.
i maybe giving you hope.
but you have got to adapt and atleast not ber-kepit with me like usual.
and trying to kiss me when my bf is just beside me?
what has got over you?
to anonymous three,
i know that you are very shock when i told you im attached.
but even so, thanks for not throwing tantrums.
and sorry that i cant layan u like i used to.
(:
but you stil my fat cute buddy!
to anonymous four,
you are very different now.
i know that you fall for me,
but i guess its too late.
im own.
but that doesn't mean you have to be soo sarcastic kan.
up to you.
but i still regard u as my friend.
to anonymous five,
you are my long long long tym ex.
remember this.
dont try to do your very best to keep getting close to me.
know what you can do to me and what you cant do.
im jujut's.
sorry but i no longer love you, belalang!
he maybe shorter, but hes a better choice!
sorry but the other anonymous, will update soon!
gtg!
got chinese drama to catch!
to hes place. teman hym at home for a while.
seen hym off. then head back home.
thats my routine. and its not the usual mundane routine alright.
baby is sooo eager to book out this friday.
lots of plans on hes head.
and i dont know if im fetching hym on friday.
he got picnic.
baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
but our plans on saturday is gna be soo soo alot.
baby wants to shop.
do these and that.
yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
and our the other plan. we find it a waste of money actually!
haha. soo we are agreeable if we abort the plan(:
maybe cinema on saturday.
idk.
wait till bby is back.
now, life been great esp with my bf by my side.
things are going quite well.
except for some others,
sorry people but im already someones.
maybe the greeting gotta go.
its for the sake for my relationship.
maybe we used to contact last tym.
and if i made you fall for me,
im sorry.
to anonymous one,
you shouldnt haf said that to my bf
"nabilah pass aku uh".
u take me s a what??
jahat jahat jahat!
to anonymous two,
we may be close.
i maybe giving you hope.
but you have got to adapt and atleast not ber-kepit with me like usual.
and trying to kiss me when my bf is just beside me?
what has got over you?
to anonymous three,
i know that you are very shock when i told you im attached.
but even so, thanks for not throwing tantrums.
and sorry that i cant layan u like i used to.
(:
but you stil my fat cute buddy!
to anonymous four,
you are very different now.
i know that you fall for me,
but i guess its too late.
im own.
but that doesn't mean you have to be soo sarcastic kan.
up to you.
but i still regard u as my friend.
to anonymous five,
you are my long long long tym ex.
remember this.
dont try to do your very best to keep getting close to me.
know what you can do to me and what you cant do.
im jujut's.
sorry but i no longer love you, belalang!
he maybe shorter, but hes a better choice!
sorry but the other anonymous, will update soon!
gtg!
got chinese drama to catch!
Friday, May 8, 2009
at boyfriend's.
baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
im at boyfriend's place.
update my blog uh since he is bathing.
masam!
hes getting darker!
haha.
we have the same tone now dearest(:
boooooooooo!
i fetch bf at redhill.
was lepak-ing with dee-din tady.
got soo much to talk about actually.
haha.
but he has training takraw as usual and i've got to meet bf.
dee-din, girls come by easy but first love is hard to forget.
learn how to let go.
i can have that mickey then since you want to give it to me(:
yeahyeah. will have a new teddy to hug!
hahahahaha.
will talk about your "girlfriend" soon aite.
okay people, bf is nagging!
haha.
gtg!
love,
nabilah(:
im at boyfriend's place.
update my blog uh since he is bathing.
masam!
hes getting darker!
haha.
we have the same tone now dearest(:
boooooooooo!
i fetch bf at redhill.
was lepak-ing with dee-din tady.
got soo much to talk about actually.
haha.
but he has training takraw as usual and i've got to meet bf.
dee-din, girls come by easy but first love is hard to forget.
learn how to let go.
i can have that mickey then since you want to give it to me(:
yeahyeah. will have a new teddy to hug!
hahahahaha.
will talk about your "girlfriend" soon aite.
okay people, bf is nagging!
haha.
gtg!
love,
nabilah(:
Thursday, May 7, 2009
my fugging life!
haha. i have a boyfriend.
yes, i do.
andi adore hym.
he brighten up my life.
i want to clearly state that if anyone has a problem with me.
or you are just not happy the way i am.
say it right infront, right up to my face!
seriously!
i prefer it this way!
and you dont have to treat me nice if you dont like me.
dont beat about the bush.
im sure you dont want people to treat you people that way kan?
i finaly realise that some people has been talking about me when i came across a blog of someone.
thanks though.
please peole!!
make my life a better one.
i want to live my life as other people would.
yes, i do.
andi adore hym.
he brighten up my life.
i want to clearly state that if anyone has a problem with me.
or you are just not happy the way i am.
say it right infront, right up to my face!
seriously!
i prefer it this way!
and you dont have to treat me nice if you dont like me.
dont beat about the bush.
im sure you dont want people to treat you people that way kan?
i finaly realise that some people has been talking about me when i came across a blog of someone.
thanks though.
please peole!!
make my life a better one.
i want to live my life as other people would.
hypocrites all around!
seriusly, theres no such person that will admit he/she is a hypocrite.
seriously.!
for the fact that this earth is full of people called friends.
but though the are label as friends.
no doubt that the are not gna gossip.
there's this word called "judge"!
but this is open to all.
but i guess no one is in a position to judge anyone.
if you got one to spout, say it infronnt up straight to the face.
dont have to beat about the bush.
its fcuking frustating.
baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
i wonder why friends are bound to do this shiats.
they will always say, you have my shoulder to cry on, im gna be there for you always.
i guess its up to the own individuals.
probably i've got my oneself to trust.
its just soo pathetic that words will go around even if im not at fault.
its just a nature of a person!
seriously.!
for the fact that this earth is full of people called friends.
but though the are label as friends.
no doubt that the are not gna gossip.
there's this word called "judge"!
but this is open to all.
but i guess no one is in a position to judge anyone.
if you got one to spout, say it infronnt up straight to the face.
dont have to beat about the bush.
its fcuking frustating.
baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
i wonder why friends are bound to do this shiats.
they will always say, you have my shoulder to cry on, im gna be there for you always.
i guess its up to the own individuals.
probably i've got my oneself to trust.
its just soo pathetic that words will go around even if im not at fault.
its just a nature of a person!
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
2 hours away!
2hours more bby dear!
yeahyeahh!
haha.
i just got back from bp!
bukit panjang uh!
haha.
i ryndu pondok people.
i went to meet yayi tady.
he was like nagging uh.
haha.
i need to call boyfriend now.
tata(:
yeahyeahh!
haha.
i just got back from bp!
bukit panjang uh!
haha.
i ryndu pondok people.
i went to meet yayi tady.
he was like nagging uh.
haha.
i need to call boyfriend now.
tata(:
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
love these honeymoon period!
baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah,
today i was late for sch la.
babiak nyer prangai.
i have to change my sleeping patern though.
hiakhiakdishdish!
i simply cant open my eyes!
darn it!
da lambat, i still can like stroll to the mrt like i own the sch.
nabilah....nabilah....
i somehow love my dnt paper tadi.
it was fun!
and also my combined science prac!
gereknye..
everything seems to be going on fine with an exception that my bf is away.
im getting used to the 5 days without hym routine.
with sch keeping me very busy.
maybe that kills tym very fast.
tmr will be my monthsary with boyfriend.
both of us are getting excited.
haha.
to meet each other on friday.
spent tym at bedok eat kacang.
then the next week cuddly time!
haha.
the long wait as paid off!
hopefully!!!
p:s i met hes family dy!
haha. how cute.
i thought of getting a sidewalk t-shirt for the both of us but im short of it now!!!
money problem uhhh!!
naah. actually can buy that anytime.
its the thoughts that come.
imissboyfriend!
love my boyfriend!
today i was late for sch la.
babiak nyer prangai.
i have to change my sleeping patern though.
hiakhiakdishdish!
i simply cant open my eyes!
darn it!
da lambat, i still can like stroll to the mrt like i own the sch.
nabilah....nabilah....
i somehow love my dnt paper tadi.
it was fun!
and also my combined science prac!
gereknye..
everything seems to be going on fine with an exception that my bf is away.
im getting used to the 5 days without hym routine.
with sch keeping me very busy.
maybe that kills tym very fast.
tmr will be my monthsary with boyfriend.
both of us are getting excited.
haha.
to meet each other on friday.
spent tym at bedok eat kacang.
then the next week cuddly time!
haha.
the long wait as paid off!
hopefully!!!
p:s i met hes family dy!
haha. how cute.
i thought of getting a sidewalk t-shirt for the both of us but im short of it now!!!
money problem uhhh!!
naah. actually can buy that anytime.
its the thoughts that come.
imissboyfriend!
love my boyfriend!
this is my boyfriend!
nabilah's!nabilah's!
nabilah's!
nabilah's!
nabilah's!
nabilah's!
nabilah's!
nabilah's!
nabilah's!
nabilah's!
nabilah's!
nabilah's!
nabilah's!
nabilah's!
BILAH BINTE SAJALEwe like quarrel?
aiiyaa.
we quarrel for the 1st tym.
i guess he got angry for the second!
haha.
yesterday i was at fault laaaa.
how unreasonable can i get?
nabilah, nabilah................
lucky baby loves me soo much.
haha.
if not, im gna be miserable.
baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
it all started with this girl!
hello!
can you see he wrote
NABILAH'S!
on hes fs profile and im hes only featured friend there!
wakee up!
dont go cheapening yourself with my boyfriend.
he wont fall for you, big time for that!
and the other was because of this guy who tried to kiss me right before my bf.
how naive can you get?
please understand, im own by jujut now.
he totally is angry with you for that, like TOTALLY!
he is really pissed. and a second thought you are hes friend!
god!
you better dont ever tried to do that again.
and for that we had a tiff okay!
baby,
reminder for you!
2 DAYS MORE!
7april2009!
we quarrel for the 1st tym.
i guess he got angry for the second!
haha.
yesterday i was at fault laaaa.
how unreasonable can i get?
nabilah, nabilah................
lucky baby loves me soo much.
haha.
if not, im gna be miserable.
baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
it all started with this girl!
hello!
can you see he wrote
NABILAH'S!
on hes fs profile and im hes only featured friend there!
wakee up!
dont go cheapening yourself with my boyfriend.
he wont fall for you, big time for that!
and the other was because of this guy who tried to kiss me right before my bf.
how naive can you get?
please understand, im own by jujut now.
he totally is angry with you for that, like TOTALLY!
he is really pissed. and a second thought you are hes friend!
god!
you better dont ever tried to do that again.
and for that we had a tiff okay!
baby,
reminder for you!
2 DAYS MORE!
7april2009!
Monday, May 4, 2009
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
