i got hung up. got hung up again.

today couldn't get any worser than these.

seriously,afternoon, had a tiff with boyfriend earlier onn. okay. im getting over it.
i just dont want to quarrel. but everything doesn't seems to be going right.
if i were to say its me. i didnt have a bad mood or what fcuk.
im okay from starting of sch till now. now then im having the fcuked up mood.

boyfriend hasn't been himself though. he hung up on me for the second tym today.
omg. is he changing. seriously?
im quetioning myself though. did i make a wrong move again. baaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
i thought it through. maybe this is just parts and parcels of being in a relationship.
i knal my boyfriend. he wouldn't do that to me. but then whats wrong with hym today then?
he like dont care about me, then he like malas nak layan me. i dont know la. macam terpakse gytu. darn it uh.
fucking fuck up sia.

i just hate these period. does he know i really really miss hym like mad. we didnt contact each other for the whole of yestersday due to my phone. and now this attitude.

Faridz kurniawan, do you really miss me and love me like what you always says?
im not having doubts on you at all. its just that eversisnce yesterday. you have been acting weird. and just using that alasan, "my friend wants to use the phone" yaa. i understand but hunging up on me the second tym?
thanks though! seriously! u really never spare a thought for my feelings huh?
you said sorry earlier, isit for the sake of saying?
love cant be justified by what comes of our mouth, what matters is deep inside!


iloveyou.
isayangyou.
icintayou.
imissyou.
irynduyou.
iadoreyou.
ilikeyou.
isukeyou.
will always do, farid kurniawan(: